| alright, so i've been thinking...a lot has happened this year, and i have really grown a lot as a person.
as i'm taking down all my stuff off the walls, and packing up my dorm room. i just think about how much i've changed since i first walked in here, first met my roomie....met someone that was all the way from effin California lol, saw pam in a skirt...and saw the faces people made when i told them i was a math major.
soooo a lot of people have come in and out of my life these past two semesters. there were people we hung out with every night for the first few weeks of school...that i haven't heard a word from this semester. there's people who moved away after first semester...but still sorta keep in touch, and there's people that aren't coming back next year. and yea, i miss and am going to continue to miss all those people.*lexi, hannah, graber, ryan* so then there's people from high school. those who pretty much dropped off the face of my earth (i'm not gonna lie, i miss them), and those who i still see or talk to quite infrequently. p.s. the frequency with which i speak to you does not lessen the amount i care for you. so that goes for people like...A$, my tit, yankee, saguros, my hakuna matata buddy, and mr. pippens...annnd many, many others. and there's also people from home that well, ...people i used to talk to everyday...but have gone weeks without talking to. it makes me sad yes....but we are busy people.
brittany, nikki, melissa, becky, tania, monica....i love you guys.
annnnd then there's people who never cease to amaze the way they never stop caring...even tho i'm not the best at picking up the phone *cough* brett *cough*
me and mike have been through a lot too. an extremely devastating breakup, and an amazing reunion...wonderful times together, and really horrible fights. this whole year has just taught me a lot about where we stand with each other and what a major part of my life he is. *i love you michael, no matter how many stupid little fights i pick with you...don't forget it*
i grew some balls and told my parents...how very courageous i'm becoming.
ok, so here it is...the sad part. now there's these girls i live with that i have only known for 9 months but damn, it's almost like i've known them forever. i am pretty sad to leave them, but thankfully most of us are still gonna be living with each other next year. the boys are amazing too, and i'm sad that they wont just be across the hall next year. this year was amazing and full of times that i'll never forget. it's weird that i'm sad to leave this place.
then, then there's this...which is totally random, and i'm putting it here anyway..deal. anyone that has been a part of my life for the last few years knows Cassie. we used to be attatched at the hip, but then things sort of fell apart. things happened, stuff was said...it was a pretty huge mess. but then...we sorta picked up things again.... we have been through so much together, and we're still there for each other thru it all. how incredibly insane. i love ya.
if i didn't mention you by name, don't be sad....i still love you. :)
enjoy your summer. |
